Survivors often have trouble sifting the truth from the belief system they have been given and often are willing to take the blame when it really isn’t Theirs. You have trouble beleiving you are loved and often also believe, quite falsely, that your opinion will not matter.
Before you take yourself down that twist4d road, ask yourself, Where is the proof that what I am thinking is true?
Think about this very old quote:
Don’t lie to yourself, it is the worst of all mistakes. Be true to yourself and when you deal with situtions see them as they are, not worse nor in a way that minimize them. Sometimes we make expectations and build dreams on a net of lies, and it is a matter of time to meet the sad truth. Facing reality may be bitter but this is the only way to grow and move on. Bathna ♥